Completely

I’ve been meaning to write to you for quite a while already. But it seems that the outside world conspires against it.

Things have changed here. I’m no longer working as a restaurant manager, but as an English teacher (ESL). Cooking occasionally, while I prepare everything for my new house and wedding reception. Yes, I am engaged.

I am engaged, and completely in love.

Petrified.

limbo. an imaginary place for lost and neglected things.
numb. so frightened as to be unable to move; stunned or paralyzed with terror; petrified.

Oh, hi there!

It is been a long while, I must say so. As much as I tried to write in here, those past months went hard on me.
Now, I find myself on a already four months job, and despised the fact I am a restaurant manager, not a cook, I have been surprisingly enjoying it.
That is all for now.